It is going to be one of those days Artie. I have had a heaviness since I woke up this morning. My body has learned to give me signs first thing. It is like a warning as to how my emotions are going to go for the day. It is probably because I have so much going on and so much I need to get done. I’m not used to all of this pressure without you here to make me laugh through it. I miss you more everyday baby. What I wouldn’t give for just one hug!! I will be in th garden some today if you can meet me there.. I love you..