Today is a good day to…

Today is a good day to:

Love, laugh, smile, hug, dance, plant, sing, walk , run, care, worry, cry, plan, rest, sleep, dream, give, ask, listen, share, need, be brave, be afraid, scream, be free, be real..

Today is a good day to do whatever your SOUL needs..

Today is your day to do whatever is in your heart to do!

Today is a good day to just be…

Free Will..Β 

I find myself excited to go out into the world today! Going to get my hands in the dirt, cleanse my soul and be with the Earth..  πŸŒ»πŸŒΌπŸŒΉπŸŒΈπŸ€πŸŒΊπŸŒ·πŸŒ³πŸˆπŸ±πŸ“β˜€οΈπŸŒž. ✌🏻

This past weekend, I believe the most important thing I learned was that WE control our own destiny. Manifesting good things and being aware of ourselves is the key to happiness. No matter what you believe, no matter what “God” you follow and worship, we all have free will. Make the decision right now to use your free will for good. Not only in your life and situation, but for the guy you pass on the street. The person that irritates you at Walmart. Your smile and kind thought might just be the highlight of their day.. If we send out good, good will be given back. Manifest what you want, not always what you need. At this moment in my life, I “want” PEACE! Peace for myself, peace for my friends and loved ones and yes, dare I say it, World Peace! 😁. We can make a difference just in how we send out vibes. Pay it forward, do a good deed, smile at the person that yesterday you wanted to punch in the face. You will feel better for it, I guarantee that. If every person, every human on this planet, right now smiled in unison, I am almost certain we would feel the Earth quiver with delight! Love, light and PEACE to all of you! 


New friends… some here… some there. πŸ˜‰

I literally cannot stop smiling.. This weekend has truly been life changing for me. The energy that I experienced was indescribable.  I know beyond any doubt that there is more beyond what we see and what most of us even believe. Never, ever have I felt so much love from a group, especially a group of people I met only a day ago.. I learned more about myself than I ever dreamed I would. This time gave me an understanding of myself that will forever change my way of thinking. In the 7 months since Arthur died, I have not had a moment of understanding any of this. But now  I have some! and I will take it!!  There are still questions, but for now, a little goes a long way! What a gift to have answers that most people seek their entire lives.. Be blessed, have some fun, smile and laugh your ass of..  

To my CE family…    Thank ya’ll that were here this weekend! I am truly blessed to have found you..  πŸ’– 

My solo adventure. ..

Well Artie, here I go buddy. My first big adventure on my own. My first without you. Ironically, if you had not left I would not be going on this trip. I am looking forward to seeing Colorado, and some real Mountains.  🗻 I cant wait to meet the women I have been speaking with all these months. They have been inspiring to say the least. This is also the first time I have been away from Wolfgang since September, for more than a day anyway. I will miss his face. πŸ˜• Lots of changes and I have no doubt you will watch out for all of us through them all.
I love you and miss you so very much. I couldn’t help thinking, as I walked down the hall to my room last night, about you skating down hotel halls when we traveled. We had a lot of fun together didn’t we?  I will miss our adventures for the rest of my life..  
This is my first hotel selfie..



Good morning.. I woke up at 3 this morning, again….  it is always the days I have soon much to do that I get the least amount of sleep. The worst part is when I wake so early, I never remember my dreams. I have only written one entry into my dream log in 2 weeks. I like going back and reading them because sometimes I realize the dreams usually come to mean something. Usually when I have these dreams I wake up thinking what the hell? But given a few days, their meanings most often become clear.
Try it.. Keep a pad and pen or pencil next to your bed. Every morning when you wake up, write down what you remember about your dreams. Write every single detail, no matter how insignificant it may seem. The more you do this, the more you will remember,  and quite possible find some hidden answers.. 


This may not make a bit of sense..

This did not post for some reason yesterday…Β 

Just a few days and I will be going on a trip… Alone… I have never traveled without someone with me. I am not nervous, it will just be odd. I have always depended on someone to do things for me, to take care of me. Quite honestly, I wonder how I managed to do anything on my own. Now, I must admit, it feels good to be more self sufficient. I can do things around our house and property I never did before. It is as though the loss of Arthur has brought more of a need for independence in myself. Not that I want to be out in the world alone. I think somewhere in me is the fear of being so dependent on another person and them leaving me. Not many people understand the connection that I had with Arthur. It went beyond just a parent child relationship. We were friends and he was my rock his entire time here. When he left, even with all of the other people in my life, for the first time ever, I felt alone, completely, utterly alone.

Other people are certainly necessary in our lives to some extent, but we need to be comfortable with ourselves. Spend time alone, really get to know yourself. It’s crazy, but that is the biggest lesson in all of this for me. I have come to realize there are a lot of things about myself I really didn’t like. I also learned things about me that are pretty alright.. πŸ™‚ Learning to be responsible for myself, my life and my own Spirituality, while loving to the fullest is what it is about now. If we do not know ourselves, and love ourselves, we can never truly, unconditionally love anyone else. It all starts from within..

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