So, I have been paying close attention to the moments when I know Artie is around. I get goosebumps, only on my left side at times. Usually when I ask him to verify something or when he wants me to see something. Sometimes when I when I feel him I get what I thought was overwhelming feelings of loss. It would take over and I usually end up crying. I have been working on it and finally realized it is the unconditional love Arthur had for all of us that I am feeling. Like when your heart swells when you look at your children. I am wrapped in it and it is so comforting. We don’t have to give up our relationships with our loved ones when they leave their physical selves. They are still completely available to us. I have been speaking with friends, one in particular, 😜 that has regular contact with Artie as well. He still loves to hang out with the little ones too. He always took joy in being with the babies and younger kids. I suppose he is still just fulfilling that purpose. Many will think I am nuts, and some will think I’m doomed for hell, but that’s all fine and good. I love having a knowing of what is to come and I know that we never truly die. We just go home to where we started and continue on our journey. I have a lot good things still to do here. But, when my time comes, and I leave this body, I will be at ease knowing it’s just another chapter in the adventure of me! Peace and love!
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