I have been very distracted lately. Can’t put my finger on why though. Maybe the Eclipse coming up has me off kilter. I have been awake all night, literally, all night. This has not happened to me for a while. I of course have had a great deal on my mind tonight. My mind is a mess most days. Just trying to keep up with the emotional roller coaster has put a strain on my thinking. If I don’t write down EVERY single thing, I will forget something. If it wasn’t for Wolfgang helping out, the poor animals would likely starve. I know the pain will ease, but I look forward to having some kind of brain activity that is not all about the loss. My heart will never let go of Arthur but I so wish I could let go of the despair I feel.
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I am wife to Kurt, and mom to four amazing young people. Three of them are here on the earthly plane, one is in spirit. We have four grand children and we have been married sixteen years this September. i love animals, gardening and traveling. I started the blog for therapy, a place to put my feelings. It has been more healing than I ever imagined!! View all posts by Milann