I have broken down a few times this week. More than in some time now. The closer we get to Christmas, the harder it is getting to keep it together. Last night on my way home from work, I was thinking about what I would be getting you this year. Something for your car maybe, a gift card to the theater, or clothes. You liked nice clothes. There would have been something for your garb I am certain. I miss you Artie, so very much. I am hanging in there….