I miss you everyday. I still watch for you, and listen for your laughter. I am doing better, I really am. But I miss you. I still cry in the dark when I am alone. I choke back tears in public. I am still disappointed every morning when I wake to the reality of it. I still beg for this not to be real. I am alone even when surrounded by people. I will never be whole again. I will never be me again..
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I am wife to Kurt, and mom to four amazing young people. Three of them are here on the earthly plane, one is in spirit. We have four grand children and we have been married sixteen years this September. i love animals, gardening and traveling. I started the blog for therapy, a place to put my feelings. It has been more healing than I ever imagined!! View all posts by Milann