When you lose a child many things go through your mind every day. Something I have thought of many times is what Arthur would look like as a grown man. I mean, he was such an amazingly handsome young man so I could only imagine. It is one of the things I have felt totally cheated out of. Well, I had a dream about him recently. A very short but vivid dream. He was grown, I would guess maybe 30ish.. He had a beard, not a big heavy one, a nice, neat and soft beard. He had those same striking blue eyes too.And of course that brilliant smile. All of the dream visits up till now have been with him around 10 years old. This was truly a gift.