If I could have just that one day back.. 

I was thinking how great it would be just to have that one day back. The last day you were here with us physically. What would I do different? I would have crawled on your bed next to you, like I had done a thousand times before, and listened to music, talked more about how you were feeling, what was going on in your head. We would have discussed more about the colors you wanted to paint your car, and what you wanted to do in life. We would have watched music videos or maybe you would have played yet another song you learned on the guitar. I would have breathed in your scent, studied every aspect of your face. I would have told you again how awesome your hair looked longer. If I could have just that day, I would tell you how proud I am of you, how incredibly lucky I am to be your mom, and even luckier to have you as my friend. I miss you this beautiful Sunday morning, I would give anything if you were here with me, even if it was just for a day.