In the still of the morning I lie awake listening for your voice. I am overcome with pain once again. I am always surprised when these moments hit me. The fleeting second right when I wake up, and I feel like it was all a dream. A horrible long nightmare. Then, my brain kicks my heart all over again an I remember. You are gone from this physical existence that I must endure. How many years will I have to live without you? How many times will it all run through my mind like a bad movie? How many times will I ask why?
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I am wife to Kurt, and mom to four amazing young people. Three of them are here on the earthly plane, one is in spirit. We have four grand children and we have been married sixteen years this September. i love animals, gardening and traveling. I started the blog for therapy, a place to put my feelings. It has been more healing than I ever imagined!! View all posts by Milann