I have the best support system anyone could ask for. My husband, our kids, my parents and my Best friend Sherry have been what has kept me together these last nine months. But, there are days, like today, that I feel totally and completely alone. Arthur was my constant. We learned together, played together, fought and loved each other completely. We loved listening to music and we loved being outside together. I saw my future in his eyes. For some reason, images of him as a toddler have been flashing in my head a lot the past few days. I had so much fun with him. His blonde curls and fat little face. He loved to be outside even then. He was our comic and kept us all in stitches! His love for Wolfgang when he came along was so heart warming. Arthur was his protector and they loved each other, even though they fought and it was hard to see it at times.. 🙂 From the moment I knew I was pregnant with him he was my savior. Even now that he has left this physical plane he keeps me in check. I am more aware of how I act, and treat people and I am better at thinking before I run my mouth. This is huge for me.. : ) I am grateful for ever second in this physical life that we had together. The lessons I have learned since that morning have been many. The most important being never waste a moment. The second, love is infinite! It never dies and our loved ones never truly leave us. I love you Artie..