Today is my birthday. I will not hear birthday wishes from Arthur today. I won’t open a gift from him. He won’t give me a hug, kiss me on the cheek or any of the things he did on my birthday for the last 14 years. I have said before, birthdays have always been a big thing in our family. But for me, this year, it’s just going to be another day.
Happy Birthday, Milann. I know how hard it is to celebrate our birthdays without our sons. I wish I could say it gets easier. Like you said, for me now, it is just another day, in this new life, we never wanted to begin with. We were big on celebrating every birthday, holiday, dog’s birthday, any reason, we had fun. Invited all family, neighbors…now that has all changed. I know how you feel. No words do it justice…..just know, you are not alone. I hope you can find something to do today that will make you smile. Artie is there with you, close your eyes and think about him, as you do all the time, especially today, you will feel him. I hope he shows you a sign. Blessings and warm sunshine to you. xoxo
Yes today is your Birthday and you are not alone Lann. Artie will always be with you.
I hope you are enjoying being with the Twins as I am sure you are and I know they are enjoying being with you.
Dad and I have thought about you all day.
Love You
Thinking of you today xx