All week we did so well hiding the pain and not shedding any tears. As soon as we got on the plane this morning, Kurt and I both let go. Cried almost the entire two hours home. This is still for me the hardest part of all of this. You just never know when you are going to fall to pieces. No matter what we do, no matter where we are, the pain and loss are always with us. We miss you so much Artie..