Loving you

I’m not sure why but I went through all of your clothes tonight. Wondering if you would have out grown them by now. You sure liked nice clothes. I opened the box with your pirate boots in it. You only wore them once. I could not stop the tears.. I sat in the floor and just cried for what seemed like hours. I have not done that for a little while now. It is exhausting.

I felt you so close to me today. For a moment I thought I would turn and see you next to me, it was that strong. Being in your room still brings me so much comfort. Izzy too, we both hang out in there a lot. We will be using it as our office now but, it will always be your room. I love you Artie and I miss your hugs!