The New Year has been pretty good so far. Haha! All 7 days of it! I am sleeping which is something I was totally not doing before. Funny though, I thought sleep deprivation was the reason I have no energy or motivation. My average straight sleep has been about 7 hours and I am still struggling to get my self moving. My house really needs a good cleaning out! I need fairies or elves or something to come point me in the right direction! What is driving me crazy is that I have the want to do it. I get up, get dressed and it always ends up with me walking in circles. I really get frustrated with myself because I think I should be further along in this healing process, the I remember it has not even been 4 months since Artie left. I would tell other moms there is no time frame for healing, take as much time as you need and screw everything else. Now I just need to convince myself to just let it happen in its own time.