As the end of this year gets closer I am torn. I feel as though I am leaving an entire life behind. My world will be forever different. I had many moments today when I felt a closeness to Artie. We went to the Butterfly Palace. I was reminded how fragile life is, and often times too short. Like Butterflies we should make every moment count and leave behind beautiful memories for those who love us to cherish. I love you my son.. see you on the flipside.