So when I woke up this morning I felt a heaviness. Not to unusual I know. But then I found out why I felt crappy all day. The autopsy report came today. I have no idea what the helI expected. Answers! I was expecting answers! But none were on the pages. Nothing out of norm. No drugs, no alcohol, nothing. Which I realise should be a good thing right. But for us it still leaves questions. At least we could say he was not in his right mind if there were drugs in his system. Just a quick rant…
Families of almost all suicides do not consider this a selfish act. It has never once crossed our minds that he was being selfish. Arthur was the least selfish person. Everyone that knew him could tell you that.